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(Friday, January 28-)
1:33 AM]
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how can i be lost with you
when i'm completely lost without you
hence the confusion
to lonely nights and wintery dreams
how can you be so true
when i'm not even myself
hence the generosity
to hope anew and diamond rings
how can night be so dark
when you're right next to me
hence these tears
to knowing when it's over
how can fame be so blatant
when i'm not even famous
hence my fortune
to bleeding into the sink
how can i be so split
when i know the way
hence my unmistakable mistakes
to dying in anothers arms and why i had to try it.
radiotown
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(Wednesday, January 26-)
10:13 PM]
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don't stand under the veil
the rain is on my shirt
it's cold away from her
her green striped skirt
the eternal girl whose eyes are shut
it's my eyes that are closed
she stands alone, like i've done
in her eyes fate i am enclosed
an ode of contemplation
to the days before it's over
the gorgeous girl in the picture
the girl who gave me the clover
the beautiful girl in her own
it's not like this most often
and i'm appologizing again
it's going to get softer
an ode of contemplation
to the days before it's over
the gorgeous girl in the picture
the girl who gave me the clover
radiotown
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(Sunday, January 23-)
2:07 PM]
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sainthood and my love
it tied a balloon to a dove
and climb a tree for the feeling
no less i am for trying
darling, my youth
betrayed my truth
just let my head
see that i'm dead
hoping for the worst
and getting all the rest
taping hair to your eyes
a drowning in my chest
the holes in the sails are my fault
my fault
the bent straight past my cult
leave the sand on the road
open lies are my home
radiotown
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(Saturday, January 22-)
1:14 AM]
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i am finding another evil
from it that way. keep the truth
love is love, and then there's love
lovely, you never make me a chance,
my skies would no longer be blue.
every time i see you everyday, it is eye and i together,
in hopes that it will always be there.
but if you go someone from here can fall from high above.
but the only one who can make it go away
please let me be alone
he is not important in your heart,
in your heart to stay together forever
me
and you always know what she means to me.
well, this is to getting past each moment
i touch the tinder that is true,
you
couldn't keep from starting something could you?
still have good memories of you.
nobodysaid life was fair
i've known that since the night
they got it for your team
now scared half to death.
-someone can fall
(it should be tentative... 'cuz it sucks.)
[heck, the whole thing should be tentative.]
radiotown
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1:09 AM]
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i am like a dove, it flew me
my soul that she'll love me
as ten life is coming to a close
i've got a heart
it's bleeding
make me in her chair
the word is for you
it's the best i've got
play the lesser layout
do our part, and only the moon
i am unbalanced, one leg in
everyday people look at me
and you fill in your space so well
wish upon a star
but do you know what stars are
i am wearing north-west
let's get our whole planet
see you, it's leaving me
half of me
you choose which half you are
-wearing north-west
it's my newer version
radiotown
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1:08 AM]
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i guess it's bad when you sit alone at night
thinking about all the trouble we got into together
you will be you, and you set my soul at ease
and your smiling face now gone,
the ones here left without you
for so long, i fear
i talked to your neighbor, or a wall
i would that it were easier
no pretentious wives, no lasting pays
radiotown
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(Friday, January 21-)
11:44 PM]
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there's a way, and i know
i have to go away
for bitter taste, i shy away
so weak of will,
strong in false faith
to be near is profane
clipped wings of your ways
make good fans of your taste
let choice be your fate
let choice be your weight
it's not easy to forget
cut away the safety net
place my hand in the fire
thanks darling, it was over
divine whiplash of my heart
so speak of will,
so contrite of thrill
so contrite and ill
-clipped wings make good fans
(i don't find it that sad, because
i can hardly stay awake in my chair )
radiotown
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