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(Wednesday, November 21-)
12:17 AM]
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i got out of bed to say that [removed].
maybe something will come out of this that you can read here. at the abandoned site.
how fitting.
I always have to be the strong one
Twenty after twelve
I used to count down
Down to when I got honest
Honest about you
And me
And the little things that happened between us
Things I would cherish
Never let go
Things that I believed would get us through anything
But tonight I'm counting up
Up from the time I first hit my pillow
Up from the time we finished talking
Up from the time I cussed out the girl
Who was in the wrong place at the wrong time
From the day you were honest
To the day you no longer were
It's always easier to go down
Than up
And I never practiced going up
Not like this,
Not with numbers
Only with feelings
But never anger, frustration
Bitterness, or loneliness
Until about an hour and sixteen minutes ago
An hour and seventeen minutes
Hour and eighteen minutes
Nineteen minutes
And all of this happened in a span of one second
One second of questioning
Before I made my decision
And before I kept my word
So, baby, I've got your back
Even if he's got your heart
Because that's what friends do
radiotown
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